whatever comes to mind

I decided 2 start this blog initially as a sort of diary. Get things off my mind. At the time Michael Jackson had just died and I was feeling torn between being a fan of his music and sickened at the thought that everyone was so sad because he was accused numerous times of being a child molester. I wasn't sure how to feel. If he really did do the things he was accused of, then we are better off without him, if he didn't then the accusers should rot! It seems to me he did so many good things, but if any of the negative were true, then in my eyes, it cancels every good deed. I can't imagine I am the only one who felt that way, BUT I never posted my thoughts because I figured people would think I was awful, a man just died and I wasn't sure if I should feel sad or happy? Since I've never been one to give a shit if anyone doesn't like my opinion, I figured I would say my thoughts on it.
From what I have observed of other humans, my mind seems to work differently than most. I also seem to piss people off a lot with my opinions. I see a lot of things in black and white. No in between, you are right or wrong. You are never kinda right or kinda wrong. ex. I shot the guy and he died but i just meant to hurt him, not kill him. well DUMBASS you shot him! you are a murderer, no way around it in my eyes. just telling you this as a warning so if you have a topic you would like to discuss with me, now you know, im not a nice sweet girl who will agree just to appease you. screw that. i like being right :)